My dear baby blog,
It all happened without any caution.It all happened without a danger sign. But someone said me that the prayers and wishes of the world can give back happiness to this little world. So, here I chose a way to
let the world know what is that which happened without a caution.
April 1’2009.People wished each other Happy Fool’s Day.
April 2’2009.My grandmother yells ,”Sony, Tana has fooled everyone and gone away.She left all of us alone Sony.” And I realized that even I had been seriously fooled by the circumstances as conspired by the universe.And my youngest sis ‘Soma’ being fooled still yet.
April 3’2009, I realize that time is the biggest thief.
Yes, now, who will give me back my best daughter, my best bua, my best life-saver , my best sister, my 2nd mother???How will I give a smile to all those who have been bereaved of their greatest possession? How can I explain the core truth of life to my dearest sis who is so innocent in her thoughts ? Whom shall I ask for all these BABA? How will I console my grandfather and grandmother? How will the shattered family get back its own share of happiness and when ? Today I have only questions but I have no answers to any of these.
Someone said me that time is the the most effective healer. Someone said me “you need to keep going my dear child, these are parts and parcels of life.”Someone said me “You need to be strong for the whole world around you is crying.”
When I close my eyes, I just see her face. When I sleep, in my dreams, I hear her voice. I hear the giggles of my little sis and then hear her tears and then wake up and pray to GOD to save this little child from this great disaster. However, in all this race for justice, I find myself completely alone.
Whom can I tell how much I miss my Tanuri?I don’t want to cry as I know that if I cry, she would also cry from heaven.
But my baby blog, I am not able to write anymore.However, I trust you.Kindly help me in collecting prayers and wishes from the souls who come across you . Yes, my dearest reader, please pray to GOD for helping this world brimming with tears to learn to smile again.
Oh BABA, Bless my little sis so that she can face all that is happening and give her strength so that her innocent sentiments remain unaffected by all that she is about to hear.Please make the soul of my bua rest at peace.Kindly be with my grandparents and all the rest so that they gain the strength to continue living without the heroine of the family.
Love You BABA and Trust YOU always.
